The reason I haven't blogged so much this past month, aside from being sick and being busy with Baby K, is that I've been an emotional wreck. I found out something from doing something that I shouldn't have done. It was really heart breaking and I've been keeping it in. I haven't told anyone except my sister. I'm not sure whether to bring it up or just leave it the way it is. I know that I should be ignoring everything that happened in the past but I can't help but think, what if it is still happening right now.
I've been wanting to share the real story here on my blog but I'm trying not to because I don't want to cause any trouble to both parties just in case someone sees my blog. It is something I should not have done but it should also have been settled before all these things happened. You are probably confused but don't worry, I am too. I have a lot of things I want to post for everyone but whenever I start writing, I just lose my concentration. It's making me depressed to the point where I have thought of quitting blogging. I won't though, because this is for my daughter. I am just loosing it sometime, thinking of talking it out but I'm scared that it might be the end of everything.
So yea, I am trying to keep my mind off it. I hope you guys are still staying with me. It will be okay, I hope.